"Chelsea is trying to break our bindings," Edward whispered. "But she can't find
them. She can't feel us here. . . ." His eyes cut to me. "Are you doing that?"
I smiled grimly at him. "I amall over this."
Edward lurched away from me suddenly, his hand reaching out toward Carlisle.
At the same time, I felt a much sharper jab against the shield where it wrapped
protectively around Carlisle's light. It wasn't painful, but it wasn't pleasant, either.
"Carlisle? Are you all right?" Edward gasped frantically.
"Yes. Why?"
"Jane," Edward answered.
The moment that he said her name, a dozen pointed attacks hit in a second,
stabbing all over the elastic shield, aimed at twelve different bright spots. I flexed,
making sure the shield was undamaged. It didn't seem like Jane had been able to
pierce it. I glanced around quickly; everyone was fine.
"Incredible," Edward said.
"Why aren't they waiting for the decision?" Tanya hissed.
"Normal procedure," Edward answered brusquely. "They usually incapacitate
those on trial so they can't escape."
I looked across at Jane, who was staring at our group with furious disbelief. I was
pretty sure that, besides me, she'd never seen anyone remain standing through
her fiery assault.
It probably wasn't very mature. But I figured it would take Aro about half a second
to guess – if he hadn't already – that my shield was more powerful than Edward
had known; I already had a big target on my forehead and there was really
no point in trying to keep the extent of what I could do a secret. So I grinned a
huge, smug smile right
at Jane.
Her eyes narrowed, and I felt another stab of pressure, this time directed at me.
I pulled my lips wider, showing my teeth.
Jane let out a high-pitched scream of a snarl. Everyone jumped, even the disciplined
guard. Everyone but the ancients, who didn't so much as look up from
their conference. Her twin caught her arm as she crouched to spring.
The Romanians started chuckling with dark anticipation.
"I told you this was our time," Vladimir said to Stefan.
"Just look at the witch's face," Stefan chortled.
Alec patted his sister's shoulder soothingly, then tucked her under his arm. He
turned his face to us, perfectly smooth, completely angelic.
I waited for some pressure, some sign of his attack, but I felt nothing. He continued
to stare in our direction, his pretty face composed. Was he attacking? Was he
getting through my shield? Was I the only one who could still see him? I clutched
at Edward's hand.
"Are you okay?" I choked out.
"Yes," he whispered.
"Is Alec trying?"
Edward nodded. "His gift is slower than Jane's. It creeps. It will touch us in a few
seconds."
I saw it then, when I had a clue of what to look for.
A strange clear haze was oozing across the snow, nearly invisible against the
white. It reminded me of a mirage – a slight warping of the view, a hint of a
shimmer. I pushed my shield out from Carlisle and the rest of the front line,
afraid to have the slinking mist too close when it hit. What if it stole right through
my intangible protection? Should we run?
A low rumbling murmured through the ground under our feet, and a gust of
wind blew the snow into sudden flurries between our position and the Voituri's.
Benjamin had seen the creeping threat, too, and now he tried to blow the mist
away from us. The snow made it easy to see where he threw the wind, but the
mist didn't react in any way. It was like air blowing harmlessly through a shadow;
the shadow was immune.
The triangular formation of the ancients finally broke apart when, with a racking
groan, a deep, narrow fissure opened in a long zigzag across the middle of the
clearing. The earth rocked under my feet for a moment. The drifts of snow
plummeted into the hole, but the mist skipped right across it, as untouched by
gravity as it had been by wind.
Aro and Caius watched the opening earth with wide eyes. Marcus looked in the
same direction without emotion.
They didn't speak; they waited, too, as the mist approached us. The wind
shrieked louder but didn't change the course of the mist. Jane was smiling now.
And then the mist hit a wall.
I could taste it as soon as it touched my shield – it had a dense, sweet, cloying
flavor, it made me remember dimly the numbness of Novocain on my tongue.
The mist curled upward, seeking a breach, a weakness. It found none. The fingers
of searching haze twisted upward and around, trying to find a way in, and in
the process illustrating the astonishing size of the protective screen.
There were gasps on both sides of Benjamin's gorge.
"Well done, Bella!'7Benjamin cheered in a low voice.
My smile returned.
I could see Alec's narrowed eyes, doubt on his face for the first time as his mist
swirled harmlessly around the edges of my shield.
And then I knew that I could do this. Obviously, I would be the number-one priority,
the first one to die, but as long as I held, we were on more than equal footing
with the Volturi. We still had Benjamin and Zafrina; they had no supernatural
help at all. As long as I held.
Tm going to have to concentrate," I whispered to Edward. "When it comes to
hand to hand, it's going to be harder to keep the shield around the right people."
"I'll keep them off you."
"No. Youhave to get to Demetri. Zafrina will keep them away from me."
Zafrina nodded solemnly. "No one will touch this young one," she promised Edward.
"I'd go after Jane and Alec myself, but I can do more good here."
"Jane's mine," Kate hissed. "She needs a taste of her own medicine."
"And Alec owes me many lives, but I will settle for his," Vladimir growled from
the other side. "He's mine."
"I just want Caius," Tanya said evenly.
The others started divvying up opponents, too, but they were quickly interrupted.
Aro, staring calmly at Alec's ineffective mist, finally spoke.
"Before we vote," he began.
I shook my head angrily. I was tired of this charade. The bloodlust was igniting
in me again, and I was sorry that I would help the others more by standing still.
Iwanted to fight.
"Let me remind you," Aro continued, "whatever the council's decision, there
need be no violence here."
Edward snarled out a dark laugh.
Aro stared at him sadly. "It will be a regrettable waste to our kind to lose any of
you. But you especially, young Edward, and your newborn mate. The Volturi
would be glad to welcome many of you into our ranks. Bella, Benjamin, Zafrina,
Kate. There are many choices before you. Consider them."
Chelsea's attempt to sway us fluttered impotently against my shield. Aro's gaze
swept across our hard eyes, looking for any indication of hesitation. From his expression,
he found none.
I knew he was desperate to keep Edward and me, to imprison us the way he had
hoped to enslave Alice. But this fight was too big. He would not win if I lived. I
was fiercely glad to be so powerful that I left him no waynot to kill me.
"Let us vote, then," he said with apparent reluctance.
Caius spoke with eager haste. "The child is an unknown quantity. There is no
reasonto allow sucha risk to exist. It must be destroyed, along with all who protect
it." He smiled in expectation.
I fought back a shriek of defiance to answer his cruel smirk.
Marcus lifted his uncaring eyes, seeming to look through us as he voted.
"I see no immediate danger. The child is safe enough for now. We can always reevaluate
later. Let us leave in peace." His voice was even fainter than his brothers'
feathery sighs.
None of the guard relaxed their ready positions at his disagreeing words. Caius's
anticipatory grin did not falter. It was as if Marcus hadn't spoken atall.
"I must make the deciding vote, it seems," Aro mused.
Suddenly, Edward stiffened at my side. "Yes!" he hissed.
I risked a glance at him. His face glowed with an expression of triumph that I
didn't understand – it was the expression an angel of destruction might wear
while the world burned. Beautiful and terrifying.
There was a low reaction from the guard, an uneasy murmur.
"Aro?" Edward called, nearly shouted, undisguised victory in his voice.
Aro hesitated fora second, assessing this new mood warily before he answered.
"Yes, Edward? You have something further... ?"
"Perhaps," Edward said pleasantly, controlling his unexplained excitement.
"First, if I could clarify one point?"
"Certainly," Aro said, raising his eyebrows, nothing now but polite interest in his
tone. My teeth ground together; Aro was never more dangerous than when he
was gracious.
"The danger you foresee from my daughter – this stems entirely from our inability
to guess how she will develop? That is the crux of the matter?"
"Yes, friend Edward," Aro agreed. "If we could but be positive... besure that, as
she grows, she will be able to stay concealed from the human world – not endanger
the safety of our obscurity ..." He trailed off, shrugging.
"So, if we could only know for sure," Edward suggested, "exactly what she will
become... then there would be no need for a council at all?"
"If there was some way to beabsolutely sure," Aro agreed, his feathery voice
slightly more shrill. He couldn't see where Edward was leading him. Neither
could I. "Then, yes, there would be no question to debate."
"And we would part in peace, good friends once again?" Edward asked with a
hint of irony.
Even more shrill. "Of course, my young friend. Nothing would please me more."
Edward chuckled exultantly. "Then I do have something more to offer."
Aro's eyes narrowed. "She is absolutely unique. Her future can only be guessed
at."
"Not absolutely unique," Edward disagreed. "Rare, certainly, but not one of a
kind."
I fought the shock, the sudden hope springing to life, as it threatened to distract
me. The sickly-looking mist still swirled around the edges of my shield. And, as I
struggled to focus, I felt again the sharp, stabbing pressure against
my protective hold.
"Aro, would you ask Jane to stop attacking my wife?" Edward asked courteously.
"We are still discussing evidence."
Aro raised one hand. "Peace, dear ones. Let us hear him out."
The pressure disappeared. Jane bared her teeth at me; I couldn't help grinning
back at her.
"Why don't you join us, Alice?" Edward called loudly.
"Alice," Esme whispered in shock.
Alice!
Alice, Alice, Alice!
"Alice!" "Alice!" other voices murmured around me.
"Alice," Aro breathed.
Relief and violent joy surged through me. It took all my will to keep the shield
where it was. Alec's mist still tested, seeking a weakness – Jane would see if I left
any holes.
And then I heard them running through the forest, flying, closing the distance as
quickly as they could with no slowing effort at silence.
Both sides were motionless in expectation. The Volturi witnesses scowled in
fresh confusion.
Then Alice danced into the clearing from the southwest, and I felt like the bliss of
seeing her face again might knock me off my feet. Jasper was only inches behind
her, his sharp eyes fierce. Close after them ran three strangers; the first was a tall,
muscular female with wild dark hair – obviously Kachiri. She had the same elongated
limbs and features as the other Amazons, even more pronounced in her
case.
The next was a small olive-toned female vampire with a long braid of black hair
bobbing against her back. Her deep burgundy eyes flitted nervously around the
confrontation before her.
And the last was a young man... not quite as fast nor quite as fluid in his run. His
skin was an impossible rich, dark brown. His wary eyes flashed across the gathering,
and they were the color of warm teak. His hair was black and braided, too,
like the woman's, though not as long. He was beautiful.
As he neared us, a new sound sent shock waves through the watching crowd –
the sound of another heartbeat, accelerated with exertion.
Alice leaped lightly over the edges of the dissipating mist that lapped at my
shield and came to a sinuous stop at Edward's side. I reached out to touch her
arm, and so did Edward, Esme, Carlisle. There wasn't time for any other welcome.
Jasper and the others followed her through the shield.
All the guard watched, speculation in their eyes, as the latecomers crossed the
invisible border without difficulty. The brawny ones, Felix and the others like
him, focused their suddenly hopeful eyes on me. They had not been sure of what
my shield repelled, but it was clear now that it would not stop a physical attack.
As soon as Aro gave the order, the blitz would ensue, me the only object. I wondered
how many Zafrina would be able to blind, and how much that would slow
them. Long enough for Kate and Vladimir to take Jane and Alec out of the equation?
That was all I
could ask for.
Edward, despite his absorption in the coup he was directing, stiffened furiously
in response to their thoughts. He controlled himself and spoke to Aro again.
"Alice has been searching for her own witnesses these last weeks," he said to the
ancient. "And she does not come back empty-handed. Alice, why don't you introduce
the witnesses you've brought?"
Caius snarled. "The time for witnesses is past! Cast your vote, Aro!"
Aro raised one finger to silence his brother, his eyes glued to Alice's face.
Alice stepped forward lightly and introduced the strangers. "This is Huilen and
her nephew, Nahuel."
Hearing her voice... it was like she'd never left.
Caius's eyes tightened as Alice named the relationship between the newcomers.
The Volturi witnesses hissed amongst themselves. The vampire world was changing,
and everyone could feel it.
"Speak, Huilen," Aro commanded. "Give us the witness you were brought to
bear."
The slight woman looked to Alice nervously. Alice nodded in encouragement,
and Kachiri put her long hand on the little vampire's shoulder.
"I am Huilen," the woman announced in clear but strangely accented English. As
she continued, it was apparent she had prepared herself to tell this story, that she
had practiced. It flowed like a well-known nursery rhyme. "A century and a half
ago, I lived with my people, the Mapuche. My sister was Pire. Our parents named
her after the snow on the mountains because of her fair skin. And she was very
beautiful – too beautiful. She came to me one day in secret and told me of the angel
that found her in the woods, that visited her by night. I warned her." Huilen
shook her head mournfully. "As if the bruises on her skin were not warning
enough. I knew it was the Libishomen of our legends, but she would not listen.
She was bewitched.
"She told me when she was sure her dark angel's child was growing inside her. I
didn't try to discourage her from her plan to run away – I knew even our father
and mother would agree that the child must be destroyed, Pire with it. I went
with her into the deepest parts of the forest. She searched for her demon angel
but found nothing, i cared for her, hunted for her when her strength failed. She
ate the animals raw, drinking their blood. I needed no more confirmation of what
she carried in her womb. I hoped to save her life before I killed the monster.
"But she loved the child inside her. She called him Nahuel, after the jungle cat,
when he grew strong and broke her bones – and loved him still.
"I could not save her. The child ripped his way free of her, and she died quickly,
begging all the while that I would care for her Nahuel. Her dying wish – and I
agreed.
"He bit me, though, when I tried to lift him from her body. I crawled away into
the jungle to die. I didn't get far – the pain was too much. But he found me; the
newborn child struggled through the underbrush to my side and waited for me.
When the pain ended, he was curled against my side, sleeping.
"I cared for him until he was able to hunt for himself. We hunted the villages
around our forest, staying to ourselves. We have never come so far from our
home, but Nahuel wished to see the child here."
Huilen bowed her head when she was finished and moved back so she was partially
hidden behind Kachiri.
Aro's lips were pursed. He stared at the dark-skinned youth.
"Nahuel, you are one hundred and fifty years old?" he questioned.
"Give or take a decade," he answered in a clear, beautifully warm voice. His accent
was barely noticeable. "We don't keep track."
"And you reached maturity at what age?"
"About seven years after my birth, more or less, I was full grown."
"You have not changed since then?"
Nahuel shrugged. "Not that I've noticed."
I felt a shudder tremble through Jacob's body. I didn't want to think about this
yet. I would wait till the danger was past and I could concentrate.
"And your diet?" Aro pressed, seeming interested in spite of himself.
"Mostly blood, but some human food, too. I can survive on either."
"You were able to create an immortal?" As Aro gestured to Huilen, his voice was
abruptly intense. I refocused on my shield; perhaps he was seeking a new excuse.
"Yes, but none of the rest can."
A shocked murmur ran through all three groups.
Aro's eyebrows shot up. "The rest?"
"My sisters." Nahuel shrugged again.
Aro stared wildly for a moment before composing his face.
"Perhaps you would tell us the rest of your story, for there seems to be more."
Nahuel frowned.
"My father came looking for me a few years after my mother's death." His handsome
face distorted slightly. "He was pleased to find me." Nahuel's tone suggested
the feeling was not mutual. "He had two daughters, but no sons. He expected
me to join him, as my sisters had.
"He was surprised I was not alone. My sisters are not venomous, but whether
that's due to gender or a random chance... who knows? I already had my family
with Huilen, and I was notinterested* – he twisted the word – "in making a
change. I see him from time to time. I have a new sister; she reached maturity
about ten years back."
"Your father's name?" Caius asked through gritted teeth.
"Joham," Nahuel answered. "He considers himself a scientist. He thinks he's creating
a new super-race." He made no attempt to disguise the disgust in his tone.
Caius looked at me. "Your daughter, is she venomous?" he demanded harshly.
"No," I responded. Nahuel's head snapped up at Aro's question, and his teak eyes
turned to bore into my face.
Caius looked to Aro for confirmation, but Aro was absorbed in his own thoughts.
He pursed his lips and stared at Carlisle, and then Edward, and at last his eyes
rested on me.
Caius growled. "We take care of the aberration here, and then follow it south," he
urged Aro.
Aro stared into my eyes for a long, tense moment. I had no idea what he was
searching for, or what he found, but after he had measured me for that moment,
something in his face changed, a faint shift in the set of his mouth and eyes, and I
knew that Aro had made his decision.
"Brother," he said softly to Caius. "There appears to be no danger. This is an unusual
development, but I see no threat. These half-vampire children are much
like us, it appears."
"Is that your vote?" Caius demanded.
"It is."
Caius scowled. "And this Joham? This immortal so fond of experimentation?"
"Perhaps weshould speak with him," Aro agreed.
"Stop Joham if you will," Nahuel said flatly. "But leave my sisters be. They are
innocent."
Aro nodded, his expression solemn. And then he turned back to his guard with a
warm smile.
"Dear ones," he called. "We do not fight today."
The guard nodded in unison and straightened out of their ready positions. The
mist dissipated swiftly, but I held my shield in place. Maybe this wasanother
trick.
I analyzed their expressions as Aro turned back to us. His face was as benign as
ever, but unlike before, I sensed a strange blankness behind the fagade. As if his
scheming was over. Caius was clearly incensed, but his rage was turned inward
now; he was resigned. Marcus looked... bored; there really was no other word for
it. The guard was impassive and disciplined again; there were no individuals
among them, just the whole. They were in formation, ready to depart. The Volturi
witnesses were still wary; one after another, they departed, scattering into the
woods. As their numbers dwindled, the remaining sped up. Soon they were all
gone.
Aro held his hands out to us, almost apologetic. Behind him, the larger part of
the guard, along with Caius, Marcus, and the silent, mysterious wives, were already
drifting quickly away, their formation precise once again. Only the three
that seemed to be his personal guardians lingered with him.
"I'm so glad this could be resolved without violence," he said sweetly. "My friend,
Carlisle – how pleased I am to call you friend again! I hope there are no hard feelings.
I know you understand the strict burden that our duty places on our shoulders."
"Leave in peace, Aro," Carlisle said stiffly. "Please remember that we still have
our anonymity to protect here, and keep your guard from hunting in this region."
"Of course, Carlisle," Aro assured him. "I am sorry to earn your disapproval, my
dear friend. Perhaps, in time, you will forgive me."
"Perhaps, in time, if you prove a friend to us again."
Aro bowed his head, the picture of remorse, and drifted backward for a moment
before he turned around. We watched in silence as the last four Volturi disappeared
into the trees.
It was very quiet. I did not drop my shield.
"Is it really over?" I whispered to Edward.
His smile was huge. "Yes. They've given up. Like all bullies, they're cowards underneath
the swagger.'7He chuckled.
Alice laughed with him. "Seriously, people. They're not coming back. Everybody
can relax now."
There was another beat of silence.
"Of all the rotten luck," Stefan muttered.
And then it hit.
Cheers erupted. Deafening howls filled the clearing. Maggie pounded Siobhan on
the back. Rosalie and Emmett kissed again – longer and more ardently than before.
Benjamin and Tia were locked in each other's arms, as were Carmen and
Eleazar. Esme held Alice and Jasper in a tight embrace. Carlisle was warmly
thanking the South American newcomers who had saved us all. Kachin stood very
close to Zafrina and Senna, their fingertips interlocked. Garrett picked Kate up off
the ground and swung her around in a circle.
Stefan spit on the snow. Vladimir ground his teeth together with a sour expression.
And I half-climbed the giant russet wolf to rip my daughter off his back and then
crushed her to my chest. Edward's arms were around us in the same second.
"Nessie, Nessie, Nessie," I crooned.
Jacob laughed his big, barky laugh and poked the back of my head with his nose.
"Shut up," I mumbled.
"I get to stay with you?" Nessie demanded.
"Forever," I promised her.
We had forever. And Nessie was going to be fine and healthy and strong. Like the
half-human Nahuel, in a hundred and fifty years she would still be young. And we
would all be together.
Happiness expanded like an explosion inside me – so extreme, so violent that I
wasn't sure I'd survive it.
"Forever," Edward echoed in my ear.
I couldn't speak anymore. I lifted my head and kissed him with a passion that
might possibly set the forest on fire.
I wouldn't have noticed.
THE HAPPILY EVER AFTER - The End
"So it was a combination of things there at the end, but what it really boiled
down to was... Bella," Edward was explaining. Our family and our two remaining
guests sat in the Cullens' great room while the forest turned black outside the tall
windows.
Vladimir and Stefan had vanished before we'd stopped celebrating. They were
extremely disappointed in the way things had turned out, but Edward said that
they'd enjoyed the Volturi's cowardice almost enough to make up for their frustration.
Benjamin and Tia were quick to follow after Amun and Kebi, anxious to let them
know the outcome of the conflict; I was sure we would see them again – Benjamin
and Tia, at least. None of the nomads lingered. Peter and Charlotte had a
short conversation with Jasper, and then they were gone, too.
The reunited Amazons had been anxious to return home as well – they had a difficult
time being away from their beloved rain forest – though they were more reluctant
to leave than some of the others.
"You must bring the child to see me," Zafrina had insisted. "Promise me, young
one."
Nessie had pressed her hand to my neck, pleading as well.
"Of course, Zafrina," I'd agreed.
"We shall be great friends, my Nessie," the wild woman had declared before leaving
with her sisters.
The Irish coven continued the exodus.
"Well done, Siobhan," Carlisle complimented her as they said goodbye.
"Ah, the power of wishful thinking," she answered sarcastically, rolling her eyes.
And then she was serious. "Of course, this isn't over. The Volturi won't forgive
what happened here."
Edward was the one to answer that. "They've been seriously shaken; their confidence
is shattered. But, yes, I'm sure they'll recover from the blow someday. And
then . . ." His eyes tightened. "I imagine they'll try to pick us off separately."
"Alice will warn us when they intend to strike," Siobhan said in a sure voice.
"And we'll gather again. Perhaps the time will come when our world is ready to be
free of the Volturi altogether."
"That time may come," Carlisle replied. "If it does, we'll stand together."
"Yes, my friend, we will," Siobhan agreed. "And how can we fail, when /will it
otherwise?" She let out a great peal of laughter.
"Exactly," Carlisle said. He and Siobhan embraced, and then he shook Liam's
hand. "Try to find Alistair and tell him what happened. I'd hate to think of him
hiding under a rock for the next decade."
Siobhan laughed again. Maggie hugged both Nessie and me, and then the Irish
coven was gone.
The Denalis were the last to leave, Garrett with them – as he would be from now
on, I was fairly sure. The atmosphere of celebration was too much for Tanya and
Kate. They needed time to grieve for their lost sister.
Huilen and Nahuel were the ones who stayed, though I had expected those last
two to go back with the Amazons. Carlisle was deep in fascinated conversation
with Huilen; Nahuel sat close beside her, listening while Edward told the rest of
us the story of the conflict as only he knew it.
"Alice gave Aro the excuse he needed to get out of the fight. If he hadn't been so
terrified of Bella, he probably would have gone ahead with their original plan."
"Terrified?" I said skeptically. "Of me?"
He smiled at me with a look I didn't entirely recognize – it was tender, but also
awed and even exasperated. "When will you ever see yourself clearly?" he said
softly. Then he spoke louder, to the others as well as to me. "The Volturi haven't
fought a fair fight in about twenty-five hundred years. And they've never, never
fought one where they were at a disadvantage. Especially since they gained Jane
and Alec, they've only been involved with unopposed slaughterings.
"You should have seen how we looked to them! Usually, Alec cuts off all sense
and feeling from their victims while they go through the charade of a counsel.
That way, no one can run when the verdict is given. But there we stood, ready,
waiting, outnumbering them, with gifts of our own while their gifts were rendered
useless by Bella. Aro knew that with Zafrina on our side, they would be the blind
ones when the battle commenced. I'm sure our numbers would have been pretty
severely decimated, butthey were sure that theirs would be, too. There was even a
good possibility that they would lose. They've never dealt with that possibility before.
They didn't deal with it well today."
"Hard to feel confident when you're surrounded by horse-sized wolves," Emmett
laughed, poking Jacob's arm.
Jacob flashed a grin at him.
"It was the wolves that stopped them in the first place," I said.
"Sure was," Jacob agreed.
"Absolutely," Edward agreed. "That was another sight they've never seen. The
true Children of the Moon rarely move in packs, and they are never much in control
of themselves. Sixteen enormous regimented wolves was a surprise they
weren't prepared for. Caius is actually terrified of werewolves. He almost lost a
fight with one a few thousand years ago and never got over it."
"So there arereal werewolves?" I asked. "With the full moon and silver bullets
and all that?"
Jacob snorted."Real. Does that make me imaginary?"
"You know what I mean."
"Full moon, yes," Edward said. "Silver bullets, no – that was just another one of
those myths to make humans feel like they had a sporting chance. There aren't
very many of them left. Caius has had them hunted into near extinction."
"And you never mentioned this because... ?"
"It never came up."
I rolled my eyes, and Alice laughed, leaning forward – she was tucked under Edward's
other arm – to wink at me.
I glared back.
I loved her insanely, of course. But now that I'd had a chance to realize that she
was really home, that her defection was only a ruse because Edward had to believe
that she'd abandoned us, I was beginning to feel pretty irritated with her.
Alice had some explaining to do.
Alice sighed. "Just get it off your chest, Bella."
"How could you do that to me, Alice?"
"It was necessary."
"Necessary!" I exploded. "You had me totally convinced that we were all going to
die! I've been a wreck for weeks."
"It might have gone that way," she said calmly. "In which case you needed to be
prepared to save Nessie."
Instinctively, I held Nessie – asleep now on my lap – tighter in my arms.
"But you knew there were other ways, too," I accused. "You knew there was hope.
Did it ever occur to you that you could have told me everything? I know Edward
had to think we were at a dead end for Aro's sake, but you could have told me."
She looked at me speculatively for a moment. "I don't think so," she said. "You're
just not that good an actress."
"This was about myacting skills?"
"Oh, take it down an octave, Bella. Do you have any idea howcomplicated Ms was
to set up? I couldn't even be sure that someone like Nahuel existed – all I knew
was that I would be looking for something I couldn't see! Try to imagine searching
for a blind spot – not the easiest thing I've ever done. Plus we had to send
back the key witnesses, like we weren't in enough of a hurry. And then keeping
my eyes open all the time in case you decided to throw me any more instructions.
At some point you're going to have to tell me what exactly is in Rio. Before any
ofthat, I had to try to see every trick the Volturi might come in with and give you
what few clues I could so you would be ready for their strategy, and I only had
just a few hours to trace out all the possibilities. Most of all, I had to make sure
you'd all believe that I was ditching out on you, because Aro had to be positive
that you had nothing left up your sleeves or he never would have committed to an
out the way he did. And if you think I didn't feel like a schmuck – "
"Okay, okay!" I interrupted. "Sorry! I know it was rough for you, too. It's just
that... well, I missed you like crazy, Alice. Don't do that to me again."
Alice's trilling laugh rang through the room, and we all smiled to hear that music
once more. "I missed you, too, Bella. So forgive me, and try to be satisfied with
being the superhero of the day."
Everyone else laughed now, and I ducked my face into Nessie's hair, embarrassed.
Edward went back to analyzing every shift of intention and control that had happened
in the meadow today, declaring that it was my shield that had made the
Volturi run away with their tails between their legs. The way everyone looked at
me made me uncomfortable. Even Edward. It was like I had grown a hundred
feet during the course of the morning. I tried to ignore the impressed looks,
mostly keeping my eyes on Nessie's sleeping face and Jacob's unchanged expression.
I would always be just Bella to him, and that was a relief.
The hardest stare to ignore was also the most confusing one.
It wasn't like this half-human, half-vampire Nahuel was used to thinking of me
in a certain way. For all he knew, I went around routing attacking vampires every
day and the scene in the meadow had been nothing unusual at all. But the boy
never took his eyes off me. Or maybe he was looking at Nessie. That made me uncomfortable,
too.
He couldn't be oblivious to the fact that Nessie was the only female of his kind
that wasn't his half-sister.
I didn't think this idea had occurred to Jacob yet. I kind of hoped it wouldn't
soon. I'd had enough fighting to last me for a while.
Eventually, the others ran out of questions for Edward, and the discussion dissolved
into a bunch of smaller conversations.
I felt oddly tired. Not sleepy, of course, but just like the day had been long
enough. I wanted some peace, some normality. I wanted Nessie in her own bed; I
wanted the walls of my own little home around me.
I looked at Edward and felt for a moment like I could readhis mind. I could see
he felt exactly the same way. Ready for some peace.
"Should we take Nessie ..."
'That's probably a good idea," he agreed quickly. "I'm sure she didn't sleep
soundly last night, what with all the snoring."
He grinned at Jacob.
Jacob rolled his eyes and then yawned. "It's been a while since I slept in a bed. I
bet my dad would get a kick out of having me under his roof again."
I touched his cheek. "Thank you, Jacob."
"Anytime, Bella. But you already know that."
He got up, stretched, kissed the top of Nessie's head, and then the top of mine.
Finally, he punched Edward's shoulder. "See you guys tomorrow. I guess things
are going to be kind of boring now, aren't they?"
"I fervently hope so," Edward said.
We got up when he was gone; I shifted my weight carefully so that Nessie was
never jostled. I was deeply
grateful to see her getting a sound sleep. So much weight had been on her tiny
shoulders. It was time she got to be a child again – protected and secure. A few
more years of childhood.
The idea of peace and security reminded me of someone who didn't have those
feelings all the time.
"Oh, Jasper?" I asked as we turned for the door.
Jasper was sandwiched tight in between Alice and Esme, somehow seeming
more central to the family picture than usual. "Yes, Bella?"
Tm curious – why is J. Jenks scared stiff by just the sound of your name?"
Jasper chuckled."It's just been my experience that some kinds of working relationships
are better motivated by fear than by monetary gain."
I frowned, promising myself that I would take over that working relationship
from now on and spare J the heart attack that was surely on the way.
We were kissed and hugged and wished a good night to our family. The only off
note was Nahuel again, who looked intently after us, as if he wished he could follow.
Once we were across the river, we walked barely faster than human speed, in no
hurry, holding hands. I was sick of being under a deadline, and I just wanted to
take my time. Edward must have felt the same.
"I have to say, I'm thoroughly impressed with Jacob right now," Edward told me.
"Thewolves make quite an impact, don't they?"
"That's not what I mean. Not once today did he think about the fact that, according
to Nahuel,Nessie will befully matured in just six and a half years."
I considered that for a minute. "He doesn't see her that way. He's not in a hurry
for her to grow up.He just wants her to be happy."
"I know. Like I said, impressive. It goes against the grain to say so, but she could
do worse."
I frowned. "I'm not going to think about that for approximately six and a half
more years."
Edward laughed and then sighed. "Of course, itlooks like he'll have some competition
to worry about when the time comes."
My frown deepened. "I noticed. I'm grateful to Nahuel for today, but all the staring
was a little weird. I don't care if she is the only half-vampire he's not related
to."
"Oh, he wasn't staring at her – he was staring at you."
That's what it had seemed like... but that didn't make any sense. "Why would he
do that?"
"Because you're alive," he said quietly.
"You lost me."
"All his life," he explained," – and he's fifty years older than I am – "
"Decrepit," I interjected.
Heignored me. "He's always thought of himself as an evil creation, a murderer by
nature. His sistersall killed their mothers as well, but they thought nothing of it.
Joham raised them to think of the humans as animals, while they
were gods. But Nahuel was taught by Huilen, and Huilen loved her sister more
than anyone else. It shaped his whole perspective. And, in some ways, he truly
hated himself."
"That'sso sad,"I murmured.
"And then he saw the three of us – and realized for the first time that just because
he ishalf immortal, it doesn't mean he is inherently evil. He looks at me
and sees... what his father should have been."
"Youare fairly ideal in every way," I agreed.
He snorted and then was serious again. "He looks at you and sees the life his
mother should have had."
"Poor Nahuel," Imurmured, and then sighed because I knew I would never be
able to think badly of him after this, no matter how uncomfortable his stare made
me.
"Don't be sad for him. He's happy now. Today, he's finally begun to forgive himself."
I smiled for Nahuel's happiness and then thought that today belonged to happiness.
Though Irina's sacrifice wasa dark shadow against the white light, keeping
the moment from perfection, the joy was impossible to deny. The life I'd fought
for was safe again. My family was reunited. My daughter had a beautiful future
stretching out endlessly in front of her. Tomorrow I would go see my father; he
would see that the fear in my eyes had been replaced with joy, and he would be
happy, too. Suddenly, I was sure that I wouldn't find him there alone. I hadn't
been as observant as I might have been in the last few weeks, but in this moment
it was like I'd known all along. Sue would be with Charlie – thewerewolves' mom
with the vampire's dad – and he wouldn't be alone anymore. I smiled widely at
this new insight.
But most significant in this tidal wave of happiness was the surest fact ofall: I
was with Edward. Forever.
Not that I'd want to repeat the last several weeks, but I had to admit they'd made
me appreciate what I had more than ever.
The cottage was a place of perfect peace in the silver-blue night. We carried Nessie
to her bed and gently tucked her in. She smiled as she slept.
I took Aro's gift from around my neck and tossed it lightly into the corner of her
room. She could play with it if she wished; she liked sparkly things.
Edward and I walked slowly to our room, swinging our arms between us.
"A night for celebrations," he murmured, and he put his hand under my chin to
lift my lips to his.
"Wait," I hesitated, pulling away.
He looked at me in confusion. As a general rule, I didn't pull away. Okay, it was
more than a generalrule. This was a first.
"I want to try something," I informed him, smiling slightly at his bewildered expression.
I put my hands on both sides of his face and closed my eyes in concentration.
I hadn't done very well with this when Zafrina had tried to teach me before, but I
knew my shield better now. I understood the part that fought against separation
from me, the automatic instinct to preserve self aboveall else.
Itstill wasn't anywhere near as easy as shielding other people along with myself. I
felt the elastic recoil again as
my shield fought to protect me. I had to strain to push it entirely away from me;
it took all of my focus.
"Bella!" Edward whispered in shock.
I knew it was working then, so I concentrated even harder, dredging up the specific
memories I'd saved for this moment, letting them flood my mind, and hopefully
his as well.
Some of the memories were not clear – dim human memories, seen through
weak eyes and heard through weak ears: the first time I'd seen his face... the way
it felt when he'd held me in the meadow... the sound of his voice through the
darkness of my faltering consciousness when he'd saved me from James... his
face as he waited under a canopy of flowers to marry me... every precious moment
from the island... his cold hands touching our baby through my skin...
And the sharp memories, perfectly recalled: his face when I'd opened my eyes to
my new life, to the endless dawn of immortality... that first kiss... that first night...
His lips, suddenly fierce against mine, broke my concentration.
With a gasp, I lost my grip on the struggling weight I was holding away from myself.
It snapped back like stressed elastic, protecting my thoughts once again.
"Oops, lost it!" I sighed.
"Iheard you," he breathed. "How? How did you do that?"
"Zafrina's idea. We practiced with it a few times."
He was dazed. He blinked twice and shook his head.
"Now you know," I said lightly, and shrugged. "No one's ever loved anyone as
much as I love you."
"You're almost right." He smiled, his eyes still a little wider than usual. "I know
of just one exception."
"Liar."
He started to kiss me again, but then stopped abruptly.
"Can you do it again?" he wondered.
I grimaced. "It's very difficult."
He waited, his expression eager.
"I can't keep it up if I'm even the slightest bit distracted," I warned him.
"I'll be good," he promised.
I pursed my lips, my eyes narrowing. Then I smiled.
I pressed my hands to his face again, hefted the shield right out of my mind, and
then started in where I'd left off – with the crystal-clear memory of the first night
of my new life... lingering on the details.
I laughed breathlessly when his urgent kiss interrupted my efforts again.
"Damn it," he growled, kissing hungrily down the edge of my jaw.
"We have plenty of time to work on it," I reminded him.
"Forever and forever and forever," he murmured.
"That sounds exactly right to me."
And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever.
the end
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